ok..well..guess this important..thought about posting of kids help phone site but since i no u guys better im gonna post here
well i met this girl almost 2 years ago..and just this January we started d8ing..only problem..she lives in newfoundland...and im in Ontario..so its online d8ing..never met her..BUT her moms thinking of moving to Ontario since she has family here..anyways point is..we're..or i..am having problems with this relationship i guess...and i love her more than anything! in this world..including myself. but we keep having arguments..and i always hurt her a lot apparently
.i think its to do with me more than anything..i get really jealous, which leads me into depression and blah blah blah. her mom doesnt no about us..she only thinks we're friends..on the other hand my mom..and most of my family nos about her [thanks to my mother].id send her stuff to..but she doesnt want her mom noing about us yet..cuz she fears she wont move cuz of us d8ing..and if she doesnt move im not planing on breaking up with her..and i guess she'll tell her mom about us..and ill probably fly out to see her..also..another problem..trust..i trust her..but i dont..cuz she lives so far..my friends told me she could be useing me and F***in other guys..she doesn't seem like the type though..so i highly doubt it..and..one thing that makes me jealous is her talking/meeting new guys..easpically ones that "like" her...
she says shes useless/fugly..
[00:00] Jill: im just a waste of space, air, food, and water.
like right there...
i tell her all this nice/true stuff about her and she likes to hear it. but she just keeps arguing back and saying no.
if i could id snap my fingers throw on some tights and fly over to her house and be with her..
well any advise or ..talk would help..id rather talk to this community instead of some "professional counselors"
