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hey murd, thanks. Yeah i'm taking as much rest as i can. I do still feel a bit guilty towards my hubby and daughter because i cant give them the attention i want to give them, but my hubby gets upset when i dont lay down It does shake up your world doesnt it when something like that happens. Nothing is more important than that little life inside you. Really strange
Thanks you guys even though i thought the miracle was almost over yesterday. Here's a copy of what i wrote in my blog today. Yesterday my heart stood still for a few hours. My entire world was crumbling down. My worst nightmare became reality: i lost blood. In the afternoon i wasnt feeling very well. Felt like all the energy had been sucked out of me. At some point i ended up in the ladiesroom (at work) and i saw blood. I stared at it for a few minutes. I couldnt think. I couldnt breath. I was numb. After a few minutes i knew what was going on. I'm losing the baby. I started crying hysterically and called MrJingles. He was able to calm me down and he told me to call my gyneacologist. The doctor said not to panic but he did say to immediately go home and rest. I went to my boss and explained the situation. He was shocked as well and told me not to think about work and to make sure the baby is ok. After having a good conversation with him i left work. I talked to MrJingles again and he said to go to the doctor to check because i wouldnt be able to rest not knowing if the baby is ok or not. So i called my doctor again. He said he was almost leaving and that i should come over. If he wasnt there anymore i should go to the emergency room to have it checked out there. He did wait though. Incredibly kind for a doctor which such a workload. But he waited. Anyway, he did an ultrasound. I was too afraid to look at the monitor and i was too afraid to even breath. Then he said the baby was moving incredibly well. I looked at the monitor and saw my baby swim and splash around in my belly. It was such a beautiful sight. The doctor also listened to the baby's heartbeat which was still solid and strong. Tears were running down my cheeks. I was so relieved and happy that everything is ok. The blood is coming from the placenta. Why that is? I dont know. The doctor doesnt know either but he did say i have to rest more. So i'm home from work for at least a week. After that we'll see how it goes. This event scared the hell out of me. This is a clear and strong sign that my body needs all the rest it can get. And who am i to ignore that? When my body asks for rest, it will get it's rest. When my body cries for sleep, it will get it's sleep. I dont care about the rest anymore, as long as this little baby is alright ... i'll be alright. I'm going to lay down now and rest some more. I've brought my little girl to daycare so i can lay down. I dont feel right about that though but i have to think about the baby in my womb now. My little girl loves to go to daycare as all her friends are there so it's a win-win situation. Except for my feelings but i'll have to get over that, wont i?
Well i did the rest thing for about a week. Didnt have any blood loss anymore so i thought it was over. Yesterday i didnt rest and resumed my normal day routine as if i would go to work. Today i was going to work again but ... i lost blood again So no work for me but i'll be heading back to the gyneacologist i'm in as much panic as last time but i guess my body doesnt want me to do other things than rest. Damn that's real hard for me.
how goes it milo? everything ok? hope all is well. -gk